January 2012
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New Year. New Love.
Last year I started my Tumblr right around this time and from then I have changed in so many ways - some for good and unfortunately for bad as well. I just wanted to reanalyze my life and change everything and trust me I certainly did. I became something unknown. I am not in total disgust with the person I became, because I can never have anything but love for myself, but last year I was bit of...
December 2011
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November 2011
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Thankfulness #3
It’s becoming a ritual, sorta! Okay, I’m listing 25 things things I’m thankful for again!
I’m thankful for:
Waking up all snuggly warm in my bed
My mom’s pancakes this morning
Waking up my boyfriend successfully
Pinterest.com
Cookies in the cookie jar
Keilah’s surprise visit!
My nonexistent list of priorities
Cute text messages
Seeing Brian in that...
Still Being Thankful
So this will be my second day listing things I’m thankful for and I thought I should increase the list by five more things. So today 25 things I am thankful for:
I’m thankful for:
1. Sleep that I caught up on because I took Melatonin
2. Understanding professors
3. Surprise corn muffin from Dunkin Donuts
4. My mother’s patience
5. Turning on my phone to find 17 text messages
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Being Thankful
Okay, so my mother does this thing where she posts 50 things she’s thankful for everyday on Facebook and I’d like to give it a try. Since it’s my first time, I will only list 20 but hopefully this could become a daily ritual as well and it will increase!
Today I’m thankful for:
My understanding professors this semester
Katie, my roommate & her thoughtfulness
The...
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When things get tough...
My life can be viewed in different perspectives, as anyone else’s. If I am optimistic, I can adore the numerous blessings in my life and be grateful to walk. If I am pessimistic, I can easily instill dark thoughts because of the problematic occurrences with my health and sulk in self pity. Finally, if I am indifferent, I can just say I live a mediocre lifestyle and think things just...
October 2011
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That moment...
you realize you don’t have your sister neither do you have your best friend anymore. I have to make better choices. Tomorrow is a new day, full of opportunity to undo the wrong and begin again. To whomever I have hurt in the past, I am truly sorry for wronging you.
August 2011
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The worst part about lupus is
hearing my mother cry :’(
I’m supposed to be moving in to my dorm tomorrow but i think that will be put on hold because tonight I’m taking a trip to the E.R. I know stressing is the last thing I should be doing, but I’m worried. I do not want to start my second year of college like this. I have ambassador/F.O.C.U.S. training, scheduling, financial aid issues, problems...
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We were supposed to go to that Ke$ha concert together. Nobody else would pay $70 to get attacked by glitter cannons. Oh and my boyfriend says thanks for the Facebook add.
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False Hope
You give it. I receive it. That is right, I am not trying to attack a certain individual or project my life in a terrible light. My life is wondrous and I will continue to count my blessings and focus on all the wonderful things it consists of. My mind shall forget the negativity, forget the nonsense, forget the sadness, and forget everything I hoped for. Frankly, I must cherish instead of...
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pooleerivera asked: skype date soon?
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It's Times Like These...
where I wish I had my cousin to talk to; she would know exactly what to say and how to say it. Although she’s a tad younger, she always knew what was best for me. Man, I know she needs her space and time but I wish I could really update her with the madness going on in my life. I need a skype date right about now so that she could listen to the situation and prescribe the best thing to do....
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Logic?
How is it that when I take a hiatus from taking my medicine, everything is peachy keen, but when I am faithful I get a flare? That does not make sense at all. Anyways, I will not rant on my scale of 1-10 on pain. If you have lupus, you know how it feels and if you don’t, well you just would not understand. Oh well, it will just seem like a vacation day, although I did want to see a certain...
July 2011
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Oh the Shame,
when someone you trusted your life with, does not want you in theirs.
I don’t know what “only in a different state means,” but I guess it means gtfo of my life.
New number, new life, and new people. You keep in touch with a select few and here I thought I was pretty damn important to you as you were to me. I am surely a fool.
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"Look at that little cowgirl"
Okay, so day two in this little city of Austin, TX-
Trust me, I did not want to wake up from my slumber this morning. The bed was too comfy! Morning stroll to find brunch was pleasant.
We found the cutest cafe restaurant about two blocks from our hotel. The food was absolutely delicious and the rustic environment made it very welcoming. This is an inside view of The Old Pecan St. Cafe. It...
fastmouse asked: was creepin' on yo fb and found your tumblr. nbd c;
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"Keep Austin Weird"
Alright I won’t bore all of you to death with my tourism antics, but just show you what I have been up to!
I went from Philly -> Releigh, NC (stopped, stayed on the airplane) -> Nashville, TN (connecting flight, so I had to board another airplane) -> AUSTIN, TX! :D Downtown Austin was absolutely adorable! I passed a neat gay club, bunch of hipsters, and a few crazies. Reminded...
shark-s asked: （╯°□°）╯
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Getting Away
It’s my turn to get away, again. No, not run away, but just get away for a few days. Tomorrow I will be on a plane to Austin, TX with my mother expecting a wondrous adventure. I am aware it’s not a different country of some place exotic, but I am pretty content that I will be in a different environment. Between family nonsense and friend drama galore, I need to be at least hundreds of...
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MISSING:
Today I lost my best friend. I lost my sister. I lost my future maid of honor.
Let’s not make this about me though, she’s imprisoned. She wants to be free. She needs to spread her wings and make a statement of her own. This girl has said goodbye to suburbia for an exhilarating fact-paced life in a toxic city. She did it it all, without saying goodbye. She left her family. She left...
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Good Job!
You’re finally fitting in. You have mastered the art in blending in. I cannot barely tell you apart from everyone. This is grand! You are now just a plain Jane in a crowd of “originality.” Oh, this must be such a wonderful surprise to you and I know you have worked so hard to get this far. I still cannot process my happiness that you have finally let go of being your own person...
nakedlobes asked: your a MUFFIN muffy c:
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Finally! It's Here!
What’s here? Camp JRA! Well technically it does not start until Sunday, but I know I will be so crazily busy that I will not get a chance to update my Tumblr.
Alright I will not give a novel on how great it is, because I have done that here already. What I will do is tell you how ecstatic I am. Honestly, I need to get away from a lot of stress I have building here in this putrid city. I...
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People I'd love to HUG:
- Jack Bevan - Jessica Cox - Alexa Chung - Zooey Deschanel - Her Royal Highness Kate Middleton - Zach Braff - Brian Ngo - James Franco - Daniel Radcliffe - Adam Samberg - Dan Bowers - Demi Lovato - Oprah Winfrey - Nick Jonas - Chelsey Rivera - Nick Vujicic - Bono
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Teen Angst
Our problems are monumental. Our parents drive us to kill. We think nobody understands. We think we know what we want.
I can say I am in the middle stage of being an annoying angsty teen and a mature adult. I react with our signature short tempers, yet later on I realize that my problems were miniscule and nothing to wimper about. My attitude is not even worth the matter. Needless to say, I...
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Anonymous asked: ouch you didnt have to go there ... THE POINT was more about the glasses thing oh well... maybe the rain check will be made up in NY...?